I am struggling, it’s 9:54pm on may 31st and I am desperately trying so hard to find some source of inspiration for a bright and shiny summer post to kick off the month of June!
So I give up. I feel empty and my heart hurts.
I never write about my feelings, I don’t think this is the place for it. But maybe it’s time, time to put down my Savvy Sassy shield and let you in. Because frankly, I could give a shit about summer camps and flip flops right now.
Not even a mention on the Huffington Post got me excited, something that would usually have me feeling pretty damn good about myself. Nothing makes me happier than feeling successful, smart and stylish. It’s what I want more than anything. Instead I sit here sobbing because I cannot find the strength to pull it together to write a Savvy Sassy post that is filled with shiny adjectives and lots of exclamation marks.
What I feel good about and what makes me happy is not going to happen tonight and probably not tomorrow.
It has only been a few weeks since my Dads tragic accident and I have thought about it everyday. I came back and jumped right back into the swing of things, my mind was busy. It felt good. Today it does not feel so good.
I am writing this in hopes that it will release a liitle of the pressure and clue you in on what what is going on. I’m sure I’l get back to “How to pack a Savvy Sassy Beach bag!” but not tonight.
I”m sorry if you came here in search of where to get a stylish summer swimsuit and you stumbled upon this.
I hope to find a way back soon, please wait for me.
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